Update from the VA Hospital—the
news is sub-optimal
Or, in Jimmy Carter’s wonderful phrase after the hostage
rescue mission to Iran ended in disaster, right now my lung transplant from
12/23 is an “incomplete success,” despite doing so well the first six weeks. As you may know, I was de-saturating on my
oxygen levels, so they put me back on O2 on Tuesday, April 1. But on Tuesday,
April 8, I de-saturated to 76% just walking 15 feet with O2 at 5 LPM (90% and
above is normal), so they ordered me to the VA ER and stuck me back inside. I’ll
be here through at least Monday, so no political blog posts until I’m out a few
days and get organized. I will, alas have to delete hundreds of emails when I get
to them, but will try to read personal messages. Please hold all other email,
unless you just have time to waste.
The doctors are fairly grim. They have not given up, but it’s
clear they think they are losing this war. The transplant management
pulmonologist said that, by “Very bad luck, you have fallen into that 2% of
cases where there is so much slough (sluff—dead cells) that it will be a
challenge to fix.” This was the case
with the lung transplant patient they lost three years ago. Sough is the result
of the tissue not getting enough blood and dying, they don’t know why, how or
where. The hope is that by debriding it, healthy tissue will grow. But in my
case, I’m getting a lot of scar tissue and the slough is also in the small
bronchial tubes, where it is hard to debride. And slough is the perfect
breeding ground for infection—I have pneumonia again, so I'm on a ton of
antibiotics. He also said there is no
chance of getting another lung. In my age group, the prognosis would be very poor
and it’s a question of allocation of scarce resources, due to lack of donors.
So one to a customer. We make this one work, or….
The transplant coordinator said that, “No one is throwing in
any towels, but given your decline over the past ten weeks, if you reach a
point where you want to talk to the palliative care team about end-of-life
options, we will set it up. We want to meet your needs. This doesn’t mean you
are giving up, just that you can make decisions now and know the options if you
reach a point where you need them.” This
makes sense, little as I—or Bonnie—wanted to hear it.
On Friday, I had my surgical bronchoscopy. Dr. Maloney did aggressive debriding of the
slough, took out the mucus-clogged stent and replaced it, sucked out the junk
and ballooned it five times, three in the small bronchial tubes where the
biggest problem is. He said there is also healthy tissue under some area where
there was slough, so that was good. His plan is to do a clean-out bronch this
next week and another surgical bronch the following week. At that time, he will
take out the stent and we will see how the lung does without it. If well, we
may get back on track. If not…. He doesn’t say this will fix my problem, but at
least he is still in the fight and has a plan, for now.
I remain confident in my healthcare team, who are top notch
down through CNAs. But there are no guarantees and some things are in the hands
of God.
This is all I know at this time, so there’s no use
everyone sending me questions. If I learn new info, I will post it. As
always, I thank everyone for the support, good thoughts and prayers. I will continues
to go forward.
Semper Fidelis,
~Bob
Bob, I hope your body starts cooperating. It's been a tough fight for you but you have won tough battles before. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteWe're out here pulling for you, hang in!
ReplyDeletebob, am sending you gentle hugs and much love from sunny seattle. have placed your name on the prayer list at our church.
ReplyDeletekeep fighting like the tough jarhead I know you are and always will be. semper fi dear one....lori
Thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteWe are hoping for better news soon, and continue to keep you in our prayers, Bob. God bless.
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear that you and your medical team are struggling. I was dropping by to wish you a happy birthday. I will also wish you comfort and peace of mind to shore up all the courage and strength you have so much of. Fond regards. Kathy
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